Wonder

sometimes I wondering
is it worth it?
being in pain and all
tasting the sorrow and getting hurt…



sometimes I wondering
is it the right choice?
to put my faith and trust
in this unstable matter people called “love”


sometimes I wondering
is it wrong?
putting such nonchalance facade
for the sake of keeping my battered heart intact


sometimes I wondering
what will happen if I’m stopping?
stop running and just crumbling


sometimes I wondering
what the reason behind my being?