Sunday, February 12, 2012

Let Me Be Your Sanctuary (Yunjae Ver.) - Part 1

            A soft lips kissing him, it softly nipped his lower lips seeking for entrance. But a slightly chapped one didn’t even budge nor did it react to all the sensual kisses being thrown at him. He just sat there passively, staring out of focus. He felt something soft pushing onto his arms, he looked down slightly and there he saw a pair of squishy breast being shoved. He internally sighed while his face remains void of all expression.
            “Can you stop it?” he said flatly while staring at the woman who sat on his lap and attempted to seduce him. But the woman ignored him and started to open his shirt button one by one.
           
           “Stop it already.” He said coldly. The girl looked up and stared at him. He sighed and turned his head away. The girl scoffed.
            “Why are you always said stop?”
            “…”
            “Why are you always rejecting me?” the girl asked again in barely hidden anger. He sighed then tried to move the girl on his lap aside. But she wouldn’t budge.
            “I’m done here.” He said as he tried again. But to no avail.
            “Answer me!” the girl shouted angrily. He relented and just sat there without words. And that just made the girl even angrier, she rip his shirt open and then kissed all over his torso.
            “Stop it!” he shouted as he shoved the girl away. He stood up and started to walk but a grasp on his upper arms stopped him from moving.
            “I need to go. Let go!” he said as he peeled the girl hand off of him.
            “Why?! Why you always treated me like this?!” she yelled again. He sighed but didn’t say anything and just stood there.
            “Should I get naked so then you will touch me?!”
            “…”
            “Fine!” she yelled then started to peel her clothes one by one until just underwear. When she moved to peel it off of her body too, he stopped her and put the clothes back on her body.
            “It’s cold today. You will get sick.” He said curtly. The girl shoved him away. He sighed deeply as he saw her crying.
            “Why are you doing this to me? Why I can’t touch you? The other girls can touch you freely, heck you even let them kiss you or have sex with you! But why not with me?!”
            “I don’t love you. I wont give you false hope, it will just hurting you. So just stop it, Karen.” He said clearly then started to walk away.
            “It’s not fair, Jae!!” she yelled again. But he just kept walking out of the room, ignoring her completely.
            “Jaejoong!!”
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            “Hah…” he sighed hard as he finally out of the house. Pale hand combed his disarray of black hair. Black and sharp eyes scanned the surrounding; it landed on a black motorbike not far away from where he stood. Just as he started to walk, he felt his cell phone vibrating inside his pants pocket. He stood there warily, face contorted in annoyance until he pull his cell phone out.
            “Yeah?” he answered into the phone. His eyes narrowed slightly when he heard the voice of his caller.
            “Okay. I’ll be there.” He said then hung up. He combed his hair again then walked toward the bike. He put the helmet, ignited his bike then pulled out of the parking lot.
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            “Why are you calling me?” he asked as he stepped into the apartment. The girl in front of him just shrugged then dragged him onto the sofa, already straddling his lap. He stared at the girl in front of him.
            “I just want to meet you, Jae. And probably have sex with you,” she whispered into his ear. He sighed.
            “What’s wrong, Jae?”
            “Nothing.” He said curtly and just letting the girl groped his body.
            “Don’t you miss me?” the girl asked as she trailing kisses on his neck and face. He let her kissed his lips.
            “Fuck me,” she said softly as she nipped at his earlobe while palming his dick trough his pants. He sighed and closed his eyes for a moment; annoyed.
            “I have to go.” He said abruptly then stood up leaving the girl bewildered.
            A few step toward the door, he stopped and turned his head slightly, eyes gazing at the stunned girl.
            “One more thing though, Sicilia…” he trailed off. The girl stared at him seductively at that. He smirked.
            “I don’t want to see your face ever again.” Then he walked out. The girl just sat there stunned once more time.
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            He drove trough the highway at high speed, ignoring all the curses from the other driver when he zapped trough the traffic toward less crowded highway.
            His mind was in full speed mulling over through out his life up until now; he let out a big deep breath as he started to slower the speed, eyes closed shut for a moment as he did so.
            “AHH!!!”
            His eyes wide open instantly as he stepped on the brake quickly. He looked around for the sight of unconscious and probably bleeding body on the asphalt. His heart beat quicken as he thought of the possibility that he just run someone over. He let out a relieved sigh as his eyes didn’t even found a drop of blood on the asphalt.
            “Darn… I thought I just hit someone over…” he murmured and started his bike again ready to go.
            “AHH!!”
            He whipped his head immediately, eyes scanning the area as he turned off his engine. And there, at the intersection few meters away in front off him, his eyes caught movements. Over further inspection, the movements turned out to be a guy with tanned skin running as if rabid dogs chased after him.
            “Help!” the tanned guy yelled as he ran toward him. Nicely shaped eyebrows lifted up in confusion as Jaejoong stared at the man. Upon closer inspection, said man looked like around his age maybe even a bit younger and a bit taller than him.
            Just when the man reached him, he saw other movements from the same direction. A bunch of burly and menacing guys running toward them. He cursed lightly.
            ‘Damn punk!’ he grumbled as he stepped off his bike and stood in front of the tanned man; hands deep in his pants pocket. The burly guys stopped right in front of them, eyeing him haughtily.
            “Move aside, boy.” One of the burly men said as he shoved him. He staggered a bit and shoved the man back, smirk intact.
            “Not a chance,” he muttered lowly, eyes carefully assessing the groups.
            ‘Hm, not so tough opponents. But well,’ he thought to him self as he dodged the man attack, and sneered.
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            “Damn, that was tiring…” he muttered under his breath, cracking his hands. He turned toward the tanned man, smiled lightly.
            “Well, now they won’t bug you ever again.”
            “Thank you…” the tanned man mumbled softly. He just shrugged it off.
            “Nah. Though you seem got pretty beaten up, wanna go to hospitals?” he asked as he saw that the man had a few bruises over his face. The man shook his head.
            “I’m okay. But you’re bleeding,” the man said as he eyed his busted lips. He just smiled and waved it off.
            “It’s just small cut.”
            “My name is Yunho, by the way.” The man said as he smiled, hand rose. Jaejoong shook his hand.
            “Jaejoong.”
            “Well, thanks, Jaejoong-sshi,” the man said again.
            “Nah… But I have to go now,” Jaejoong said as he approached his bike again. Yunho stood there a bit hesitate as Jaejoong put his helmet and mounted his bike, ready to go.
            “Can I go with you?” the question asked in soft voice that Jaejoong almost didn’t catch it. He stared at the man.
            “I don’t have anywhere to go, so…” the man trailed off again. Jaejoong saw how the mad fidgeting nervously. He sighed.
            “Get on the back,” he said after few seconds of silence. The man smiled widely and happily mounted the bike behind Jaejoong. Without words, he ignited the engine and took off.
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            “Here!” Jaejoong said as he throws the wet cloth toward Yunho. The tanned man stared at him for a while until slowly he used the wet cloth to clean up his wound.
            “Can I ask you something?”
            “Yeah.”
            “Do you live here alone?” the man asked. Jaejoong lifted his eyebrows then shrugged.
            “Yeah, I live here alone. Why?”
            “I’m third year student at P University. Just since a week ago though.” Yunho said.
            “Oh, I’m last year student at P University too. Literature.” Jaejoong said offhandedly. He then sat at the couch in front of Yunho while tended on his injury.
            “Really? I’m in literature too.” Yunho said excitedly. Jaejoong just smiled slightly at the man. Yunho grinned toward Jaejoong who just sat there quietly.
            “Hey… Can I live here with you?” he asked suddenly. Slightly taken aback, Jaejoong stared at the man in front of him.
            “I’m bored living in dorm alone. So, yeah…” Yunho trailed off. Jaejoong just sat there and stared at him weirdly.
            “Can I?” he asked again. Jaejoong sighed for nth times that day. He leaned back into the couch.
            “Well, I live here alone though. But, why?” he asked the younger man. Yunho blushed lightly as he scratched at the back of his head, smiling sheepishly.
            “I think I’m in love with you…” he murmured softly. Jaejoong went stiff at that instant, he stared hard.
            “You can’t fall in love with me.” He stated curtly.
            “Why not?”
            “First of all, I’m a guy. Not that I have problem with dating guy though,” he said offhandedly.
            “Then why not? I don’t care if you’re a man.”
            “Secondly, you didn’t even know me.”
            “I don’t care about that. We can learn to know each other from now on.” Yunho reasoned. Jaejoong massaged his nose bridge tiredly.
            “I’m not good, Yunho.” Jaejoong said desperately. Yunho frowned slightly.
            “I don’t care if you are good or not. Heck, I don’t even care if you’re a prostitute. I’m in love with you, that’s the important matter here.” Yunho said stubbornly. Jaejoong sighed.
            “I’m a whore, Yunho. You don’t wanna date me.”
            “So what?! I said I don’t care about that. I’m in love with you, that’s the matter here. I want to stay with you.”
            “…”
            “Okay,” Jaejoong relented after a while.
            “Really?”
            “Yeah. Do whatever you want.” Jaejoong said curtly.
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            Jaejoong walked toward the university hall hastily. Not far away behind him, Yunho hurriedly walking.
            “Jae! Wait for me!”
            “Hurry up, Yunho!” Jaejoong said without glancing back toward Yunho. He continued to walk. Yunho cursed softly and hurriedly speed-walking until he walked on the same pace with Jaejoong.
            “Why in such hurry?” Yunho asked but Jaejoong just shrugged. Yunho sighed softly. When they both almost reached the library door, a small hand tugged at Jaejoong shoulder sharply. Jaejoong stopped then turned around. Yunho too stopped and glanced back over his shoulder. A girl stood there; eyes squinted sharply at Jaejoong.
            “Jaejoong...” She muttered.  Jaejoong turned his face away, scowl etched on his face. Yunho glanced at Jaejoong then at the girl in front of him.
            “What do you want, Karen?” Jaejoong said curtly. The girl just gripped his collar and pulled him toward her.
            “I don’t care. I want you. And I’ll have you.” She said then kissed his lips aggressively. Yunho stared wide eyed. He stood there gapping.
            Jaejoong pushed the girl away. He sighed then stared at her. Face flat without expression.
            “I’m sorry. I can’t be with you.” He said clearly then turned away, entering the library. Yunho hurriedly followed him.
            “Who’s that girl, Jae? Your girlfriend?” he asked Jaejoong after they both seated on the chair in the center of library.
            “She’s not my girlfriend.”
            “Then? Is she yours fans? A costumer?” Yunho asked again. Jaejoong just sat there silently.
            “Jae?”
            “Just shut your mouth, Yunho.” Jaejoong snapped. Yunho relented. Then both of them sat there quietly, doing their work.
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            Yunho skipped toward the house happily. He hummed softly, a small smile etched on his face. Inside the house, he looked around and noticed that the house seems eerily quiet.
            “Isn’t Jaejoong home already?” he murmured as he went to the kitchen.
            Soft moans and a grunt halted his step. He back tracked his step then turned to the left toward Jaejoong room. When he reached the door, a long girlish moan can be heard then it got silent. Slowly he opened the door and peeked in.
            “Jae?” he called softly. Jaejoong who was buckling his pants halted his movement and turned. He stiffened slightly when he saw Yunho stood by the doorstep.
            Bewildered by Jaejoong reactions, Yunho turned his head toward the bed, and his eyes widened slightly. A girl, high possibility was naked, lay on the bed, passed out. With mouth hung agape he stared at Jaejoong. Jaejoong just turned his face away.
            “Who’s that girl?” Yunho asked softly. Jaejoong just stood there. Not even once he turned to look at Yunho.
            “Can you answer me, Jae?” Yunho asked again. But still no answer from Jaejoong. Yunho sighed softly. He walked slowly toward Jaejoong.
            “It’s not your business, Yunho. Just… get out,” Jaejoong said curtly as he pushed Yunho toward the door.
            “It is my business, Jae. And I want to know.” Yunho said lowly. He grabbed both of Jaejoong hands and dragged him out of the room toward his own bedroom. When he reached his room, he threw Jaejoong onto his bed as he closed the door to his room and locking it.
            “Who’s that girl?” he asked once again. Jaejoong slowly sat up; his eyes never met Yunho. Yunho sighed when Jaejoong just sat there silently, he take a few step forward and stopped when Jaejoong answered in small voice.
            “Customer.”
            “Did you enjoy doing that stuff?” Yunho asked. His tone was slightly harsher than what he intended to. Jaejoong head snapped up. He glared at the tanned man in front of him; hurt showed clearly in his eyes.
            “What? Do you regret it now that you fall for me?” Jaejoong said bitterly. Yunho sighed deeply as he saw the sad look that Jaejoong unconsciously displayed.
            “No. I’m not regretting it.”
            Jaejoong let out a shuddered breath; head once again hung low. He gripped the bed sheet tightly.
            “I told you not to fall for me,” he said as his voice cracked slightly in the end. Yunho sighed. He then walked closer toward Jaejoong and sat beside him.
            “I can’t hear that.” He said offhandedly while pretending that he didn’t hear what Jaejoong said. Jaejoong turned his head and glared sharply at Yunho. The tanned man just stared back at him stubbornly. Jaejoong face contorted into frustrated scowl as he desperately pulled at his hair.
            “Why are you so stubborn, Yunho? I told you not to fall for me!” he yelled in frustration.
            “And I said I don’t care about that because I love you, Jaejoong.” Yunho answered calmly.
            “But… but, Yunho!!” Jaejoong shouted; frustrated by the man till he can’t even formed the right words.
            “Just shut up and let me kiss you,” said Yunho as he pulled Jaejoong toward him by the back of his neck and kissed him on the lips. The act stopped Jaejoong attempt to retaliate.
            Yunho angled his head slightly to the side as he deepened the kiss. He traced Jaejoong bottom lips with his tongue, coaxing Jaejoong to open his mouth. When the man still kept his mouth shut, he bites the lips hard till Jaejoong gasped in pain and opened his mouth. Yunho delved into the warm cavern quickly and devoured it hungrily; tongue licked every part and contour of Jaejoong mouth.
            “Nggh…” Jaejoong moaned lowly as he attempted to push Yunho away but failed. He desperately trying to push the tongue that invaded his mouth out, but the stubborn appendage continued to roam inside his mouth and gently massaged his own tongue.
            Jaejoong opened his eyes that unconsciously shut few moments after the kiss started and gazed at the tanned man who were kissing him. He let out a small sigh and then pinched the tanned man on the stomach, hard.
            “OWW!! Jae!” Yunho yelled in pain as he abruptly ended the kiss. Jaejoong panted slightly and pushed Yunho away.
            Yunho winced in pain at the dull throb on his abused stomach and pouted. He sulked more when Jaejoong just stared at him incredulously. He pouted once again as he nursed his abused stomach while cursing slightly.
            *SMACK*
            “OWW!! JAE!!” Yunho yelled again as he glared at the man in front of him while rubbing his head.
            “Idiot.” Jaejoong grumbled loudly. Yunho pouted at the remark.
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            “Morning, babe,” Yunho said as he leaned forward and kissed Jaejoong on the lips, deeply. Caught of guard, Jaejoong eyes widened and then closed as he sighed into the kiss. Eager by the reaction, Yunho sneaked his arms around Jaejoong waist and pulled him closer. He nipped softly at Jaejoong’s bottom lips, seeking for entrance. And when the access was granted, he devoured the cavern hungrily, tasting the trace of coffee that left in that sinfully sweet mouth. Jaejoong moaned slightly when his tongue brushed by that naughty appendage. Yunho smiled and lifted his hand and traced the exposed chest while his other hand grabbed at Jaejoong’s ass.
            *SMACK*
            “OWW!! Dammit! Jae!” Yunho shouted in pain as he rubbed his cheeks furiously. He felt his cheeks throb painfully and he glared dagger toward the man that slapped his face who now sipped his coffee calmly.
            “You’re so mean, Jae.” He pouted and held on his abused cheeks while Jaejoong just ignored him and continued drinking his coffee and reading the newspaper.
He then plopped tiredly onto the seat beside Jaejoong and snatched his coffee. He sipped at it and sighed dreamily, ignoring the glare directed at him by Jaejoong.
“Aren’t you supposed to have class now?” Jaejoong asked as he folded the newspaper back. He turned slightly at the now slouched Yunho.
“Well, aren’t you sweet?” Yunho muttered sarcastically. Jaejoong glared at the remark and held his hand up, ready to hit. Yunho backed away, lifting both of his hands up in defense.
“I’ll end up get a concussion if you always hit me, love.”
“Then stop being an idiot.” Jaejoong inquired stubbornly. Yunho sighed and then plopped back, slouching onto the dinning table and groaned loudly.
“What’s wrong, Yun?” Jaejoong asked softly, face contorted in concern at the younger man. He lifted his hand then caressed Yunho cheeks gently. Yunho leaned into the touch and sighed heavily.
“If only you will do this often,” Yunho murmured dreamily. Jaejoong rolled his eyes and pinched Yunho’s cheek slightly. Yunho groaned in exaggerated pain and huffed and pouted. Jaejoong just sighed tiredly then signaled Yunho to move closer. Intrigued, he moved closer toward the man, eyes went wide as he saw Jaejoong leaned in and kissed him on the lips.
“…”
“Stop looking like an idiot or I will hit you,” Jaejoong muttered in annoyance as he turned his head away. Yunho just sat there, stunned, with eyes wide and mouth hung agape.
“Yunho…” Jaejoong hissed in warning tone. Yunho blinked and then gulped and a Cheshire like grin stretched on his face. He scooted closer, grin still intact.
“Does this mean that you finally fall for me?” he asked, eyes sparkled with hope. Jaejoong sighed.
“Just go to class already, idiot,” he snapped. Yunho just grinned, hugged him, and then kissed him on the cheeks.
“I love you, Jae.”
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            On a peacefully Sunday morning, Yunho still huddled around his blankets, sleeping soundly. Sometimes he was moving around for awhile then lay still. His face looked serene and happy.
            “Yun?” called Jaejoong lowly as he peeked into Yunho’s room. He smiled slightly when he saw that Yunho was still asleep. Slowly he tip toed toward the bed and then stood there, examined Yunho serene face carefully.
            “He looks like a baby…” Jaejoong said in a whisper. Carefully he bends over the sleeping figure and gently caressed his cheeks as a tinny real smile stretched on Jaejoong face.
            “You’re the first and the only one that makes me feels like this.” He murmured softly. He sighed deeply then slowly he sat on the edge of the bed, hand still caressing Yunho face.

To Be Continued

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