in blood I'm bathing

it's hard to stand

it's hard to understand

whatever you want...

I do try not to mind

but its all vain...

what should I do?

if said words never will do

then what should I really do?

I just can go this far

just this that I can bear

I'm hurt enough

I'm crying enough

the pain that wrenching my heart

clutching then crushing me on this path

till it's  hard to breath

I have enough

I don't want falling

nor even drowning

but this sinking me in

bury me in

my heart already hollow

don't know what to hold and follow

in blood that I'm crying

shouting

screaming

banging

but nothing stopping

no one even looking

this pain

this sickening fellin'

make me stumble and fallin'

I got nothing

between tears and pain

the faith that I holding in

flowed out into the drain

I'm screaming till my throat hurting

I'm crying

I'm dying