It's Time

I have enough hurting
I have enough crying and screaming
fighting and bleeding
and yet still trying
still standing
even it's slowly staggering

New Day

Semester baru perkuliahan sudah dimulai sejak tiga hari yang lalu. Dan sudah sejak tiga hari itu pula anggota di kelas perkuliahanku bertambah. Tepat dihari pertama mulai perkuliahan, kelasku kedatangan dua orang mahasiswi pindahan di dalam hari yang sama. Kedua mahasiswi baru itu sangat menarik buatku dan juga anak-anak sekelas. Sejak hari pertama mereka berdua sudah menjadi selebritis kelas. Selalu dikerubungi anak-anak, persis sepertiku. Hanya saja anak-anak mengerubungiku karena urusan perkuliahan dan urusan dosen. Kenapa? Tentu saja karena aku adalah ketua kelas mereka. Kebanyakan anak-anak lebih cenderung mendekati Calista ketimbang Maharani yang sedikit pendiam dan cuek. Tapi aku justru lebih tertarik pada Maharani. Bagiku ia lebih menarik dan istimewa ketimbang Calista yang memang kuakui sangat cantik dan pantas jadi pujaan banyak laki-laki.

Letter for My Beloved

       Sometimes, when the night has come, when I sat in the corner staring into nothing, there was one thought flickered in the back of brain of mine. Lastly, it has become a habit of mine, sitting in the corner staring at nothing while mulling over things that had happened.

What I always asking

Why?
That's the word that I always asked
and yet I still haven't found the real answer

Trash

It's nothing just sadness and madness
No restrain, just pure selfishness
and now it's all mess

Wonder

sometimes I wondering
is it worth it?
being in pain and all
tasting the sorrow and getting hurt…

War

The anger that raging in this broken body
Madness that run deep
and tears that make no beauty

On The Surface

This madness already brewing on the surface
a snap and a lot of blood that you will got

This patience already thinning on the surface
and run thinner every time passed by

I'm done

I'm done being a good man
I'm done smiling whenever you demean me
I'm done trying to make you see what being that you be